My Tim Tam

I'm just really blessed to have YOU in my life:)  Thank you for all the support and putting up with me. I know I'm hard to please sometimes.

I remember the first time I saw you , at Hunters (the place where all geeks/nerds meet ) lol
I remember you being so snobby when I wanted to call you Tim Tam . "call me Tim , only my friends call me Tim Tam" - you said.
I remember selling you , your tickets to Malam Malaysia.
I remember us being complicated , and finishing each others sentences.
I remember walking all the way up to Rosyln to see you . AWKWARD!
I remember listening to Colbie Cailat- Falling for you , and couldn't stop thinking of  you. That got me through 1 assignment , staying up till 4am :)

Now ( 2 years and 1 month later)  , I'm waiting for u to finish your shower so we can watch Ray William Johnson on youtube. LOL

PS: I was a hugga-phobic before I met you and now I get the best hugs in the world.

Feeling the love

This week has been challenging . But I'm not giving up. Pushing myself to do better , and hopefully becoming a fully qualified pharmacist :) A few times this week , I felt quite incompetent . gah !

Sis came for a visit during the weekend , and it was GOOD ! We ate and ate ... and ate. lol . Barely did any shopping . In a way , her visit made me miss Dunners for its people :(

I made a big decision to join Les Mills . Was weighing out the pro and cons , and decided it'll be good for stress relief. lol. I bet it'll be good , I love the classes !

I also decided to get me-self 2 goldfishies ! muahaha . FINALLY !! The visit to to the pet store blew my mind :) next on my list , would be a puppy :) Anyhoo , I named my goldfishes Captain Morgan ( Tim's idea) and Lily-pad. We're not sure of the gender , but it'll suck if Lily-pad was male. hahaha!

Feeling blessed for such a supportive family , Secret club and bf . Dont know what I'll do without you guys.

Sometimes I wish life was simpler.

Growing up doesn't make it easier , it makes life more complicated . Yes, there's more "freedom" , but with more freedom comes more responsibility.*quote spiderman.

When I was a child , my biggest worry was " I wish I had more friends" , " How do I get dad to say yes to me going out this saturday ", "How do I get more money from dad"  or something random like that.

Now , new worries emerge like " I hope I have enough in my bank account to pay the bills " , "I wonder how I did at work today " etc etc etc .

** so tired......

I heart you guys :)

I'm looking forward to :

1. sis visiting me this Friday :) and we'll be spending Chinese New year together :)
2. Kate sleeping over and going to the mall on Thursday :)
3. Sharon visiting in late FEB :) yay ! FINALLY! its been too long ~
4. Yang visiting in early March :) expecting heaps of pick-me-ups and random conversations
5. Visiting Dunners on the 23rd of march for the weekend :)
6. Mom staying with me for a couple of days in Welly :) muahahaha
7. Secret club reunite in APRIL ! let the fun begin ! we'll paint the town red :)
8. FIJI trip with the girls end of this year :) *fingers crossed
9. Going home to malaysia at the end of the year :)

I can't wait ! Anticipating the year already :) 

Life as I see it

I for some reason find work oddly satisfying. I guess I like being constantly busy , constantly thinking and being on my toes. At first , I thought how can I ever get through the day , but after that , I think I got a lil better and adapted :)

I like how the saying goes " stop to smell the roses" :) It's nice to come home  and if Tim is staying over, he'll pick me up , make me dinner , and make me laugh/destress. I make a point to come home and not think of work , and just relax or go for a run. 

Appreciating what I have currently, and still not wanting to take anything for granted. 

I came home from work today , to find that my landlord's dog, Snoopy was knocked down by a car , and did not survive .  Snoopy was a great dog.  She would greet me everytime I came back from work , and she'll bark when I call her name. Sigh , although she wasn't my dog , but I felt like she was. My landlords have decided not to get another dog  :(

I was thinking of getting a dog myself next year. I'm sure my landlords wouldn't mind. But we'll see how it goes. Snoopy I miss you :((

:)

You're the reason that makes me smile :)

I think you've turned me to a hopeless romantic lol

A new beginning

New years day :

Had so much fun at Kapiti coast. Stayed at Tim's friend's place cos her parents were away , so she invited a bunch of us over. It was kinda "magical" . The house was near the beach , we could hear the waves and smell the saltiness in the air. 30 min before 2012 , we headed to the beach , played with fire works and a bunch of them took a dip in the sea to mark the end of a good year. haha Tim was shivering when he came out ,and I was being paparazzi taking pictures.  Also , we had a mini party at home . There was UV lights, fluorescent paint and good music.  It was a good trip overall , got to know a few interesting ppl , and at the same time it was my first new year celebration ever :P

I reflected on my life in 2011 , and am truly blessed :) This year I shall be looking forward to the new challenges, the new people and friends that I will meet , and maintain focussed on my goals.

Post new year celeb , Tim and I are back home at his place. And I'm watching him play Skyrim lol. I'm enjoyin the game so far tho I already know what the ending is gonna be. haha. (thanks to that huge guide book that came with the game)