Guess what ? You finally found your Prince Charming. Tim proposed two weeks ago , I wont spoil it for you , but it was very unexpected. You know the butterflies in your tummy that you thought died a horrid death , and you could never get em back? ... They CAME back !! Forget that silly boy your dating now . He is bad news girl ! Funny enough .. I'll tell you lil secret, his current gf got knocked up and he is now married. Happily married or not I'm not sure.
Tim is a gem . I'll tell you this . No he's not perfect , but his flaws compliment yours very well :) He can't smell very much - sooo .... those famous fart bombs of yours dont work on him. The advantage - if you accidentally let one go , he;ll never know. haha .
When he found you , you werent in a very good state. You were much better than you were , but inside you were still quite broken. You were fed with lies that " you'll never be in a good relationship" " guys dont see you as wife material" "relationships are pure physical". Honestly. Thats comepletely BULL ! noo NOOO.... this relationship will be a whole different plane field !
He'll be very patient with you. He'll bring up all that emotional baggage that you thought were gone - insecurity , jealousy etc to name a few and he will help you CRUSH them ! He'll be your partner in crime. In return , you'll smother him with all this wifey/ maternal stuff that you never knew you had. You'll be looking up new recipes on google , you'll enjoy ironing his work shirts, doing his laundry , making sure the nest looks homely at the same time fit for your king.
Loving somebody is a choice. Nope , it's not what you thought love will be like.None of that mushy mushy stuff ! It's a much much more deeper level , and you'll only know when times hit you hard. When you're so tempted to walk away , and it pulls you back together. It covers all wrong .. There will be a few slip ups , on his behalf and yours. Your relationship will be tested on a few levels, and thats when you'll know you found The One.
All I can say is , everything really happens for a reason . If you didnt meet ex bf #1 , it wouldnt have led you to ex bf #2 , it wouldnt have changed your whole outlook of life and to mature you up and you wouldn't have met your soon-husband-to-be.
My only advice to you is take your time. Don't get pushed around with other people's ideas , their negativity , and they're hopes and dreams about you. To be honest , you'll be ok.
Now I'm on another journey . Planning the wedding , and its been exciting ! Tim has been helping lots, which is really good. Work has been the bomb , and you couldn't ask for better colleagues and boss.
Be brave . Persevere .
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