You've exceeded my expectations of what I thought a relationship should be.

I remember , thinking how do I mend a broken heart. It's funny, cause now it doesn't feel like it was ever broken at all. It's like this was meant to be from the beginning. I was settled with the idea of adoption , and maybe having 9 dogs. Then, you came along :)

So real yet so right. This sums up our relationship. I appreciate what we have , and I know this year will be a tough one , but I'll support you the best way I can .

I promise :)

Weekend was very chillax :)

Went out with prav , and satisfied my cupcake cravings :) lol. LOVED IT ! It's this place called Tempt at the Old Bank Arcade .

Then , my I pod got soaked and is now sitting in a bowl of rice :(

I hope it works :( sigh

My word for the day ?
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Scream

At times like these , I just wanna disappear for a while. 

My valentines day.

Today was kinda rough. Dealt with a few patients/customers that were really harsh. I think they just assume we can give them the drug according to their wants and needs without following protocol. Man .. it really sucks the energy out of you . even coffee wasn't helping ! :(

The moral of this story ..

BE FIRM !

BE FIRM!

BE FIRM!! !!!!!!! ARGH!

All this on Valentine's day. grrr..

Sometimes, I have the slight inkling that I wasn't built to be a career woman. I know , most feminists out there will call me crazy and stupid and you have your whole life ahead of you, why waste it!?? .. bla bla.

In my occasional day dreams of my "future" , I always see myself in the kitchen , getting the kids ready for school and all that house-wifey stuff. hmmm .. if you think about it , a housewife is like a full time job BUT with no pay rite?  lol. oh well..

I know my parents would disagree after spending so much on my education . I guess I should give career life a shot.

Was reading this really short article on facebook , and it got me thinking.

It's true when your relationship progresses , you tend to be less romantic , less impulsive and not as mushy as you once were. You start realizing that there are fewer romantic gestures or not as extravagant as before, but its not that he/she has had a change of heart. It's just that they've taken a new form :) A form that helps you through your day in a very practical setting. Eg: making you breakfast in the morning , cutting your toe nails , making you tea when your sick , folding your laundry etc. And it means so much more ( not everyone is willing to put up with your shit on an everyday basis). Well , it would be nice to occasionally be surprised by my other half , but if it's done too often , it losses it's meaning too :) 

I guess, as time goes by, you also tend to take each other for granted. I've learned from that mistake even before I got into this relationship , and I'll not repeat it again. I make a point  to tell Tim, I love him each day. It's like that saying - love like its your last (I think thats what it said. haha).

Tim still gives me butterflies in my tummy . I didn't know it'll last this long. LOL. But I'm enjoying it while I can. Ultimately , this relationship is based on lots and lots of prayer. Only He knows whats best for us :)

Time flies

This week in a nutshell :

1. I've decided to serve at the kid's ministry in church. lol. pretty awesome really. it's different dealing with kids compared to adults. It's refreshing :) 
2. Visited Wellington Zoo with Tim. I felt like a kid myself. haha!
3. Watched the Sevens parade (of drunk people in costumes) with Prav and a whole bunch of Msians :)
4. Got myself another part time job at Urgent pharmacy for night shifts. would be good to get OTC experience and a lil extra pay :)