I need to stop looking at baby photos . oh bloody hormones , why do you make my ovaries ache ! hmm I'm trying to reason with myself why I want to be a Mom so bad. I guess the whole experiencing pregnancy thing is the reason. I love how women glow during their pregnancy . They look so beautiful and whole. I guess it's not as good as it looks , with the morning sickness and weight gain. BUT WHY IS IT STILL SO APPEALING TO ME!!

Been googling "why do I want a baby so bad" . The most possible answer I can digest , and not cos "you want to feel loved" - "you want to feel self-worth" - " you come from a broken family" and etc etc .... is you're in a steady and loving relationship.

I guess I'll take my time... I know I should aim for more THAN being a mom. oh hormones.. pls plsss stop your churning!