Better than "yays" please

I think I can count the very few times I've ever felt excited over something/anyone. I rarely get excited . And that's my problem ! I need to feel more impulsive, more alive ... more BOOM BOOM POW ! all this time , I just get too impatient, too curious. I'm the type of person that reads the synopsis of every book I intend to read, or the plot of any tv series/movie that I want to watch. Just so that I know whats the ending. I guess I am ruining it for myself. Also, I tend to think of the consequences when I'm about to do something impulsive. And when I say consequences I'm saying "how will this decision impact my life in the next 5 years" kinda thing

My list of things I ever got excited about:

1. Vanness Wu ! Thats right , my crush since I was 13. Loved meteor garden, burst a blood vessel (eye) while watching a saucy scene from Autumn's Concerto. 
2. Crushes and puppy loves along the way .. There's a reason why they are called crushes. Cos you get crushed in the end! Clich'e I know :)
3. The day ... I fell in love with Tim. Love at first sight. Must be the long hair that reminded me of Vanness Wu. haha ! I knew this was the real deal :)
4. The day Tim asked me to be his girlfriend (via text btw) , I was super hyper active the whole day. Lasted for a week. Yeap, that was almost 4 years ago.
5. Getting into pharmacy school . I was gonna show the world what a big FAT nerd I was and still am :)

And since then.. I don't think I ever got excited over anything else. Well there were a few "yays !!" but not ecstatic ones you know. No adventure , no chase ..Sigh... Gotta keep looking , one day . I'll find it . I hope.