missing you already

Bottom line is .. I shall endure this 3 months with no Tim :( I will use these 3 months to better myself , do some self searching , and improve my cardio training.

I know the time apart will give us both an opportunity to miss each other. Tho I hate the feeling of missing somebody. Normally , I'll numb myself and not feel anything. But this time I;m going to embrace it. And take it as a good sign that this is the man I love , and its completely normal to miss him .

I also find some comfort , knowing that after these 3 months , we'll be together in the long run. I look forward to sharing that future with you.