I'm glad that in my younger years , I allowed myself to be foolish. To make those mistakes , to stumble, and later .. to fall flat on my face.

I regretted them . I hated myself. I knew karma was just around the corner , and she will soon find me.

How was I to explain to my 17 year old self , what you're feeling now is nothing but a made up stories in your head. You imagined your prince , you imagined yourself to be the damsel in distress, and that you needed saving.

Later on in life, you will soon realize , all your little mistakes will mount up , and cause a cascade of events .

At last ,you'll wake up as a 28 year old. Contented with life. You share a bed with someone you actually care about . No more regrets, no more whys , no more what ifs.

You're on you way to finding peace