I'm so not looking forward to my birthday this year . 3 more years till I hit the BIG 3-0 !! WOOHOO!! .... NOT !!

I like reminiscing , day dreaming or whatever you call it. I don't feel very accomplished as a 27 year old , I have only just started my adulthood journey . All those years spent - studying my ass off to get scholarships , then it was spent on getting a degree and graduating PLUS competing to get into something so you wont be an embarrassment to the family bla bla bla. All those years .. I wonder if they could have been used for something else instead.

I want to do more. I want to accomplish more. Financially , physically, mentally, spiritually.

4 more months till I'm married. Some cheeky bums have been asking me " sooo when you going to have kids?? " . kids are definitely in my life plan. somewhere. just not anytime soon. I haven't lived yet. LIVED ! I HAVE NOT LIVED !

- I want to travel . Oh God I love to travel. I can pretend to be anyone , yet be myself. make sense? Japan , you're next on my list.

- I want to have that financial freedom. Living off passive income. Reading up on investments, and mutual funds. Invested in one , and hopefully not rely on anyone .

- I want to be involved in some ministry. I'm not sure what my calling is yet, I'm still praying about it. Hopefully something to do with orphans, and poor people.

- This is me being vain , but I do wish I'll achieve my dream body. ughhh... so hard especially for a Malaysian that loves food .. mmmm~