Just started a new job as pharmacy manager. I know right? who would have thought. My first week at work didn't really go as plan. People were really nice and all , except for one (I'll get over it) . Think she feels a lil threatened? I don't know. I miss my Taita family. I miss my regulars coming in giving me the "what up Jie" in the morning. But I suppose we all have to move on.

I'm the type that rarely goes out of my comfort zone. Funny enough , I've been outside my circle for a while now. And I'm scared. Sometimes, I get anxiety attacks at work that I brush aside and quickly mutter a silent prayer. I crash some weekends , just wanting to stay in bed . Going to the gym and exercising is the only thing that helps motivate me. Tim's been really good. He doesn't judge when I have days like that . Instead , he tries to make me feel better ( most of it does work).

I try to worry less. Easier said than done. Social anxiety doesn't help either. The irony ... I end up being a pharmacist.

One step at a time. Surrounding my self with less threatening people , and more positive ones.